Blend and balance
Pain and comfort
Deep within you
Till you will not want me any other way.

But,
Not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I said,
I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive.

Knuckle deep inside the borderline.
This may hurt a little but it's something you'll get use to.
Relax. Slip away.